I get up and get things ready for my hubby, and once he is out the door, all I want to do is go back to bed and bury my head under the blankets! I have no motivation to do much of anything these days. There are days that I do absolutely nothing with myself; no showering, not doing my hair/makeup.
It doesn't help, that I have been on multiple interviews that have gone no where. I am beginning to get a complex! What's wrong with me?
I feel like I am a failure of a wife, mother and friend. I guess its time to call the doctor and get some help with this funky/depression. I so hate this, as I don't like to be dependent on drugs or anyone! Sigh